Why?

I don't have an aim. Nor do I think I would ever have one later.
I know I need to be comfortable all throughout my life. But, I don't have an answer for why should I live. And I know that I am living life king size right now.
So I just thought I would try churning up a few , and try to write those down.
I need to take care of my parents. Need to keep them happy. Mutual expectations.
Brothers. Need to ensure they have a comfortable life. Same reason. But those two are agreeable.
And?
I'll have a family, I should take care of them, but why?
Social responsibility. Why on earth? For all the pain it gives?
For the names we have been associated with, since birth. What would have happened if we were associated with a different one? Bullshit, no reason philosophy. Unnecessary rivalry. Close the chapter.
Is it all waste of time? Existence has a meaning?
To run around in the same vicious circle causing danger to itself?

Spotlight on the dark corner.

I am a fool.
Because I fail to understand why people compromise happiness for money.
Because I don't appreciate selfishness.
Because I expect everyone to appreciate innocence and sincerity.
Because I think that most people think twice on how someone is feeling, or will feel, before doing anything related.
Because I convince myself that love is always reciprocated.
Because I feel corruption is just another habit, and not another way of life.
Because I believe that only empty pots make lots of sound.
Because I am sure I can change this world, and am determined to spend time on it.
Because I suppose other people think the way i do.
Because I never tried to lie for achievement.
Because I experience pain at most others' pains.
People say I have changed. I do understand that I have changed. But I still remain the same fool. And would like to remain the same fool.